Thoughts

What if something you thought to be true all your life turns out to not? For example what if you were told that the sky was pink and all your life that is what your perception was...the sky is pink other might say its blue but Pink is what I believe to be true. Well...I have just learned something in that area...sort of.... All my life I thought I was an easy going person....I thought I was someone who went with the "flow" and did not try to rock the boat in any way. I thought of my childhood as that being very easy going...sure I got into arguments with others and the fights that kids get into but I always believed I was a "good girl". I guess that is not the case....My parents as I just recently found out thought I was very rude alot of the times that I did things in a hap-hazzard way just to make things "waves" in the family unit. My mom said I was at times very biligerent and I use to argue them on every point.....Why is it that I don't remember that? I do remember being sort of rebelious but I think all kids go through that stage. Do they not? My sister just recently told me that I was NASTY to her as a child and I whined all the time. Yikes the things you learn about yourself once you are grown.....

Isn't it great that we can learn from our mistakes and grow to be a better person because of them....