Monday(297-226-71)

First day of vacation was ok....spent all of the day with Mer and Em....helped her out while she went to go count money at church. Took a nap with Emily and while we were napping Jenny called. I guess Hailey is doing worse. They let her come home this weekend but she is still on all kinds of monitors. They also said that she has had some bleeding in the brain. They are not too sure what might of caused this weather it was the tramatic birth she had or something else. They are also not too sure on weather this will delay her developmental progress or not so its a wait and see situation. I do hope and pray everything work out ok for this Grand Neice of mine.

Ok...adding more after a phone call at 10:30pm. Well...Kumud called from Chicago. She was wondering where I was. I let her have it. I told her that she found her way out of Michigan and to India that she could find her own way back home again. SHe tried to say why was I acting this way when she thought I was her best friend and all. I told her NOT to pull that shit on me that if she thought she was my best friend where was she when my family member died...where was she when my heart was broken into a million pieces...where was she when my neices were born??? I am not letting her do that to me. She asked if I had talked to Raja and Jenny and I said well of course I had....she then claimed that is where I was getting my attitude...I told her to Hell with that. I told her BEFORE I called Raja that she needed to find her own way home that I was not willing or able to pick her up in Chicago.....I do feel sort of like a shit for acting this way...but I feel that this is the best way to handle the situation.