Sunday(324-253-99)

Today in the US was Fathers day. I did make it down to see my Dad for this day.....but it was totally apparent not only to me but to others as well that my mom was trying to push us out of the house. Why you my ask? Same reason as it was on Mothers day....they had plans with a person who is not even a member of the family. Don't get me wrong.....I Like this person and I think that the relationship that they have with Mom and Dad is a good one but he needs to remember or maybe Mom needs to remember that she has a family also.

Today also at Mass I started thinking about Pedro. It happned with the Gospell reading and how that God cares for the smallest sparrow why should we woryy that God will always care for us....That Gospel reading reminded me of a song I use to listen to alot when Pedro and I were still talking. I can remember when Pedro was in jail for civil disobdience thingy I use to sing that a song that went..."A sparrow will find a home, near to you Oh God...How happy we who dwell with you"...etc I really do miss those days....More than that I just miss the friendship that Pedro and I shared. I just wish that there was a way we could be friends again. That was so much that he brought to my life and I miss that....I miss talking with him about life...politics....etc....He made me think that I was someone who could learn and I did learn alot from him....lol I still don't look at numbers the same way anymore....and it funny here I think I am rambling about just things...but even today in the bookstore I ran across a book by Babara Thering and I wanted to HOLLAR.....HEY I have read some of her stuff before and I think its SHIT..... lol trying to say that Jesus did not die on the cross....made me want to vomit:P .........

Now a note to Pedro....If for some reason you are reading this, know that you still remain in my prayers. I miss you and Maureen a ton. You both will never know how much you have touched my life. May Gods peace upon you and your family mi amigo.....and I will try to say this in my broken spanish.....Mi corazón es feliz con el knowlede que usted lo tocó. Sepa que usted permanece una parte de mí para siempre.