Saturday(Iy-1-294-140)

Dear P,
Well I am not leaving your name here but if you see this you will know that this letter is for you.

It is hard to believe that 1 year ago you said goodbye to me and our friendship. It has been a very hard year for me to deal with. With deaths in the family and close friends I longed to talk to you and just tell you everything that was on my mind. That's was one of the things that I loved about you is that you actually cared about how I was feeling and you helped me to see things in a better light if I was "down" about something and you also shared in my joy when I was happy.
Saying goodbye was very difficult for me. I so wanted to call you on many occasions, but I left it in Gods hands and if we are ment to be friends then it will Gods will not mine. I never wanted to force myself on you and I am very sorry if that is how you felt. Like I said I wanted a good friend that I could confide in and you came into my life and you seemed to bring me out of the depths of my despair. You showed me many new things and enlightened my life immensely. I will confess that I did call you the night one of my close friends died. I was hurt by your reaction to the call which was,in case you do not remember was hanging up on me, I forgive you for that.

So another year starts without you in my life. I still pray for you on a daily basis. I hope you find whatever it is you seem to be looking for.

Your friend, Megan

Ps. I found the lyrics to a song by Rascal Flat and everytime I hear this song I think of you...

I set out on a narrow way many years ago. Hoping I would find true love Along the broken road,But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign Pointed straight to you. Every long lost dream Led me to where you are . Others who broke my heart ,They were like northern stars. Pointing me on my way Into your loving arms. This much I know is true ,That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent Just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost And give it back to you. But you just smile and take my hand You've been there you understand. It's all part of a grander plan That is coming true. Every long lost dream, Led me to where you are . Others who broke my heart, They were like northern stars. Pointing me on my way Into your loving arms. This much I know is true ,That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you.

Now I’m just rolling home Into my lover's arms .This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you.