Wednesday(341-270-116)

Had a hard time trying to fall asleep last night. Thinking mainly about all the work that awaits for me today when I go back. Started thinking about Marilyn and Chris and why she was so "upset" that I would not go out to dinner with them. I thinks that she thinks that I am still angry with them, she just fails to see that I am the one who has a full time job and I just cannot put everything down and leave at 9pm to go to dinner when I have to be up by 4am.
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I still hard to believe that in less then 3 weeks it will be 1 whole year since I had any real contact with him. Almost every week I think I wish I could call him just to chat. I miss having a friend like that, who listens and then does not "harp" on how good I have it, but lets in a little diffrent light on the situation at hand.
I still pray for him as that I guess that is what I need to do, for both me and him.