Monday(Iy-17-310-156)

Has such a hard time falling asleep last night. Once again my mind was on something other than sleeping. I finally wound up taking my Rosary that Pedro made for me and I think I prayed it at least 2 times trying to get some peace of mind. I think talking with Jeff this weekend made me start thinking all over again about my life..my loves...and the lack theirof now. Jeff seemes to be doing well, allthough he did seem to wonder how the "cat" was other than how he and I are both handling this breakup....typical guy I guess....allthough our relationshio was not a real typical thing....but alas I digress again.

I so want to talk to Pedro again. Just to let him know that I still care for him very much as a friend and I miss our talks on philosophy etc...he really made me stop and think somtimes and I miss that.