Sunday 1yr. 93

I've been doing a lot of thinking today. I wish sometimes that I would not THINK at all...I just wind up feeling more "bluesy". Here in a nutshell is what I was thinking about. I was trying to think back to a time when I was truly happy with myself..my life etc....and this is what I came up with. I was truly happy when Pedro and I were friends. Now it seems I seem to second guess everything. I knew that Pedro liked me for who I was as a friend he told me that on many occasions. I and felt that. It was nice to have someone who I could vent to and they would listen with an understanding ear. I miss that. :(

I also know that I need to pray more. It seems that when I pray, I feel a whole lot better. So instead of watching TV each morning when I bike I am going to try and spend at least 15 mins of biking in prayer.

The song by Point of Grace called La La La really means a lot to me lately. Here are the lyrics.
If a picture’s worth a thousand wordsWhat are they? And since you’re spirit intercedes for meWhat do you hear when I pray? ’cause I’m finding it hard to find the wordTo let you know how my heart can hurtSo I’ll sing the tuneAnd let you fill in the words(chorus)La la laLa la laLa la la...It’s comforting to knowMy words aren’t all you hearI can talk to you with laughterAnd I can talk to you in tearsAnd I don’t have to know just what to sayFor you to hear me when I praySo I’ll sing a part and let you read my heart.