Thursday 1 yr. 76

Right now I am feeling a bit better. I think I really should of went into work today, but when I woke up I was in major pain again and I did not want to overwork myself. In a way I guess it was a good thing. I listened to Dr. Phil this morning on TV and something he said made me stop and think. It was being able to forgive people and get on with living instead of letting all the hatred and sorrow "glue" you to the person that you feel all the anger at. In way I guess that means that I should stop wondering about Pedro. I should let go and let God take care of everything...But sometimes that is easier said then done. I still Pray for him...I still want to talk to him....I still wonder how he is doing....I still wonder what I did to make him feel the way he does about me....
Lord please help me release all my feelings about Pedro. Help me to learn to "Love" again. Be with me always. Guide me in the ways that are true to your name. Amen