Wednesday 1 yr 124

Good morning world!!Brrrr chilly here this morning. I think I need to turn the heat up, but alas I do not want to pay higher heating costs. I went to bed early again last night. I think I fell asleep around 9:30 and again never woke up till the alarm went off. Went almost 10 miles on the biked...when all I really wanted to do was to go back to sleep.

Class tonight. I think tonight we are going to be doing a little project about reconciliation. Trying to get the kids thinking about some of the choices that they make in life and how those choices can effect them in the long run.

I am so not happy right now. I just got out of class and was pulled over by a police officer on my way home due to a broken headlight which I just realized was out. Well he did not give me a ticket for that but.....I did not have my proof of insurance in the car and thats not too bad I just have to bring it to them in 10 days BUT even worse...when I went to roll my window back up it broke....now I have my car sitting outside with a broken window....I have it covered with cardboard but still I am going to have to shell out MORE money....ARGGGGGGGGG I am so unhappy right now. In case anyone cared to know.

Tuesday 1yr. 123

Up and awake this morning, and got my biking done again . :) I was exhausted when I got home from work yesterday. I made a little dinner and then promptly fell asleep at 7:30 never woke up till my alarm went off this morning. I will be helping out the fashions department today as I guess they have a ton of price changes that need to be taken care of. When I get home from work today I have a lot of work to do. I HAVE to get caught up on all the laundry and then start planning tomorrows lesson for class.

Monday 1 yr 122

YEA!!!! I got up this morning and I did my BIKING!!!! I so wanted to sleep but I got up anyways and biked for over 40 mins. Now I am sitting here and am pleased with myslef that I did do it. I just need to keep it up.

Still sufferring from a cold, but ut us not nearly as bad as it was on Saturday.

Last nights Christmas program with all the other churches was WONDERFULL we sounded so good.

Saturday 1yr 120

Yesterday at work flew by FAST. We were very busy. I sure hope we keep busy today so it will fly by fast also. I still am being sick with this cold...allthough no longer feeling any pain from the kidney stone.

Friday 1yr 119

Spent a large portion of yesterday in pain. It got so bad that I amlost had Marilyn take me to the hospital around 8:oo pm. I thoughed it out though.....Finally fell asleep around 10:00 pm and now I am up way too early to go to work.

Wednesday 1yr 117

Mom and Dad had a good time at their christmas present. I bought them tickets to see the Polish Dance troop called Slaask. The were very impressed with all the music and comstome changes. Dad sounded really excited. I am so ahppy that they enjoyed it.

Tuesday 1 yr 116

I slept in this morning. I convinced myself that this week I am going to need al the sleep I can get being that I have to start work early on Friday and Sat. Maybe I will "incinvince" myself of that by the time I get home.

There is going to be a lot of work to do at work roday being that I had yesterday off. I know there is going to be yesterdays order to take care of and I am still looking for some items that are part of the huge sale for this weekend.

Friday 1yr 112

I got to play santa last night. Someone who heard Corrine and me talking at lunch yesterday heard that Corrine could not afford a new coat for her daughter. Just before I left work I was paged to go to the childrens dept. When I got there Dawn was there and said that I was to pick out a coat and some snowpaints and then she had some money from a donation that I was to buy them for Morgan and then deliver them to her house. What a nice treat for Morgan. Corrine started crying when I got there and showed her what we had for her. AND I did a good job picking it out it fit her almost exactly!!!! I know who donated the money...but I am sworn to secrecy.
My car acted very strange yesterday when I got out of work. I sure hope that it starts this morning. I guess I will know in about 1/2 hour.

Thursday 1 yr 111

Had a very good showing last night at the open house. The parents seemed to really enjoy the prayer service and making the t-shirts. It snowed a TON last night....YUCK I hate the winter weather...looks like the white stuff is here to stay :P

Wednesday 1 yr 110

Got up this morning and did ALL my biking!! It sounds like winter is in the air outside this morning. Its blowing so hard and its going to get colder all day....I hope there is NO SNOW for at least awhile.

Tonight in class we have our parent open house. I hope the kids remember the actions and words to the song we are doing. Then it we are making our own "Tecnicolor Dreamcoats". I better go I still need to buy a few things before work for class tonight.

Tuesday 1 yr 109

Busy morning. I slept in and then I woke up LATE. My body has been so tired and drained out lately. I think it might have to deal with everything that I have been going through.....but at my next dr, appointment I am going to have them check my blood sugar if at all possible. I think my blood sugar might be "wacky" and since diabetic runs in my family I think it would be prudent to check it.

Monday 1 yr 108

I went from not wanting to get up this morning, to hitting a new goal on my bike. I went 1o miles!!! After that I came online to do my normal blogging and ran into BK and we had such a nice voice conversation. It did my heart good to laugh some.
When I get home today I have to call the CPA and report what I saw...my stomache is still in a small knot.

Saturday 1 yr 106

ARGGGGGGG UGGGGGGGGG HELP!!!!!!!!!!!! My brain is going CRAZY!!!!!! Got a phone call this afternoon when I was not at home from J. I have to see her tommorrow before Mass....I know this is going to deal with what I have been going through with a certain someone!!!!!!!!! My stomach is allready in knots

Friday 1 yr 105

Up very late this morning. Again I overslept, too many thought again about the little girl in class and what we can do to help her.

Thursday 1yr 104

To you, O Lord, I call; O my Rock, be not deaf to me, Lest, if you heed me not, I become one of those going down into the pit. Hear the sound of my pleading, when I cry to you, lifting up my hands toward your holy shrine. Drag me not away with the wicked, with those who do wrong, Who speak civilly to their neighbors though evil is in their hearts. Repay them for their deeds, for the evil of their doings. For the work of their hands repay them; give them their deserts. Because they consider not the deeds of the Lord nor the work of his hands, may he tear them down and not build them up.

Blessed be the Lord, for he had heard the sound of my pleading; the Lord is my strength and my shield. In him my heart trusts, and I find help; then my heart exults, and with my song I give him thanks.

The Lord is the strength of his people, the saving refuge if his anointed. Save your people, and bless your inheritance; feed them, and carry them forever!

Thursday 1yr 104

I did allow myself to sleep in this morning. Again last night I was kept awake with thoughts about the little girl in class. I certainly hope that this little girl is getting all the help she needs. It sickens me that someone would actually treat a child like that.

I have to run as I am so late this morning. Peace to all who read this.

Wednesday 1yr 103

Yea....today is the halfway point till the WEEKEND!!!! Very busy at work the past 2 days and will be even busier today. I like that because the days fly by so fast.

Tonight is class.I guess this is when we will find out exactly what happened last week. I do not have my lesson planned as of yet, but I know what I am going to do. I think I am going to show the video of Joseph and the amazing coat and then we are going to dicuss next week class in which they will be making their own "dreamcoats".

Tuesday 1yr 102

Slept good last night. I was so tired when I got home from work. It almost feels like I am coming down with a cold. I sure hope not.

Got a lot done at work yesterday, but I have A LOT more to do today. Not only to I have to make time to go to a 1 hour meeting I also have to find where in the heck I am going to put all the new product that came in yesterday just before I left. Oh well such is a life in retail.

adding some lyrics after work. I heard this song at work today and something sopke to me about it.....Not too sure what??? :P


If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings but I know you're here with me now We'll make it through and I hope you are the one I share my life with...
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay your love?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this much is true We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with And I wish that you could be the one I die with And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay your love?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today 'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right And though I can't be with you tonight You know my heart is by your side
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I dont understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way I can stay your love?

Monday 1yr 101

When I woke up this morning I was sure that I was going to fall back asleep and not exercise at all but I forced myself out of bed and went over 9 miles. :) I have a lot to keep me busy today so lets hope the day fly by FAST.

Sunday 1yr 100

Ok..my head is KILLING me. I guess I had too much fun last night and up TOO early this morning.

I had a very nice time with Pat at breakfast. She seems to be getting on with her life which is GREAT for her. It does my heart good to see her a little more happier. Although she said there could never be anyone who could replace Mick it was nice to be able to talk to "other" men and learn to live again. She and I did a lot of talking about relationships and how she thought I was much happier BEFORE meeting Jeff and she wants me to find that kind of love again. I know its going to be hard. Jeff was NOT the guy for me. UGGGG I hate to even think that we were even serious at one time.

Friday 1yr 98

Ok..Another morning when I chose to sleep in. I have to stop this!!! Again last night I could not fall asleep as my minds kept replaying what happened at class Wednesday night. If only I caught onto what was happening, maybe I could of saved this little girl from a lot of pain. I still have not found out if the accusations are true. My stomach is still in knots. I wish I could talk to someone about this but until I know more I am going to keep it quit. Now is when I wish again that I was still on good terms with Pedro. He would know exactly what to say.

Thursday 1yr 97

Again this morning I slept in...UGGGG I have to stop doing that. I could not fall alseep last night. Something happened at class and it was bothering me. I will have to post the details of it later when I find out if they were true or not. Lets PRAY that the details were not true.

Wednesday 1 yr 96

Ok...I slept in again this morning. I think its becoming a trend that on Wednesday mornings I skip biking and sleep in. I was just so tired this morning. Lets hope I feel better tommorrow morning. I do not want to skip another day of biking.

Monday 1 yr 95

Slept very well last night. I think I was in bed and sleeping before 10 pm. I think all the walking around for trick-or-treating with the kids last night TIRED me out.
I have to cantor for Mass tonight....plus I have to cantor for all 3 masses this Sunday....or I think its all 3 lol I can't remember.

Have alot to do at work the next couple of days. There is still a TON of new stuff to put out and then Chris want Corrine and I to do some decorating.