Tuesday 1yr 186

This song has been going through my head alot lately. Why, you might ask? I am not too sure but I think it has to do with my relationship with Jeff and how it hurt me.

I will not make the same mistakes that you didI will not let myselfCause my heart so much miseryI will not break the way you did,You fell so hardI've learned the hard wayTo never let it get that far.
Because of youI never strayed too far from the sidewalk.Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around meBecause of youI am afraid.
I lose my wayAnd it's not too long before you point it out.I cannot cryBecause you know that's weakness in your eyes.I'm forced to fakeA smile, a laugh everyday of my life.My heart can't possibly breakWhen it wasn't even whole to start with.
Because of youI never strayed too far from the sidewalk.Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me.Because of youI am afraid.
I watched you dieI heard you cry every night in your sleep.I was so youngYou should have known better than to lean on me.You never thought of anyone elseYou just saw your pain.And now I cry in the middle of the nightFor the same damn thing.
Because of youI never strayed too far from the sidewalk.Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.Because of youI try my hardest just to forget everything.Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in.Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty.
Because of youI am afraid
Because of you
Because of you