Wednesday 1 yr 194

Uggg I hate feeling depressed. Seems to drag my whole body down in to the pits. I had dinner with Mark and Marilyn last night, and when I got home I just sat and thought for a bit. I think I came to the realization that I am going to be alone for the rest of my life. Now I don't mind some of the "perks" that come from being alone, like being able to come and go as I please, not having to worry about anything but myself....but then who is there to "worry" about me? Who is there that I can share my life and day with? I am going to wind up being one of those "spinsterly" old women who has cats for company.